Returning to Intimacy

Category: Spiritual Category

  • My Passion

    Daily writing prompt
    What are you passionate about?
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    I am a woman shaped by the fire of trials and the faithfulness of God. Life didn’t hand me an easy path, it gave me an assignment. And through loss, rejection, fear, and pain, I found purpose.

    When my husband went home to be with the Lord, I could have shut down. But the Holy Spirit whispered, “There’s still work to be done.” I listened, and I rose. What once felt like breaking became the very place where God birthed something bold in me.

    I’m passionate about healing, about helping the forgotten rise again. That’s why I have poured into Lazarus Restoration Ministries, not just as a mission, but as a heartbeat. I see the overlooked, the homeless, the broken, not as burdens but as stories waiting for resurrection. Because I, too, have been there, in need of a Word, a hand, a miracle.

    God also called me to write and speak, though fear once held my voice hostage. I would write out prayers and teach quietly in jails, not realizing He was preparing me for more. Now I know: I am a Psalmist, a messenger, a vessel called to sing hope into dry bones and declare freedom to captives.

    My journey online began with trembling fingers and a broken heart. But through obedience, not performance, I shared, and to my amazement, God used it. Thousands began to read, to listen, to be touched by the love of a Father they may never have known. That’s when I realized: this isn’t about me, it’s about the One who gets glory from our “yes.”

    I don’t chase numbers, I follow the cloud. I’m passionate about awakening boldness in others, especially women who feel like their voice doesn’t matter. I’m here to remind them it does. I’ve lived in hiding, but no more. I am walking out of the shadows because people are waiting on what God placed inside me.

    I’m passionate about family, faith, and legacy. About leaving behind more than just words, leaving a trail of transformation. I want to see communities rebuilt, lives restored, and hearts returned to the Father. That’s why I show up, even when it’s hard, because I know someone’s deliverance might be waiting on my obedience.

    I’m not perfect. I still walk with a limp. But I walk, with boldness, with compassion, with the Holy Spirit as my guide.

    This is my passion. This is my “yes.”

  • The Clarion Call

    A Call To Watch And Pray

    A Cry for the Church to Arise

    Heavenly Father,

    We come before You today burdened for our nation and this world. The darkness has grown thick, deception has spread like wildfire, and many have been blinded by the lies of the enemy. But You, O God, are still on the throne. Your Word is alive and powerful, sharper than any two-edged sword (Hebrews 4:12), and it cuts through confusion, division, and despair.

    Lord, awaken Your Church. Stir up a holy fire in the hearts of pastors, intercessors, and believers everywhere. Let us no longer sleep while the enemy sows seeds of destruction. Call us out of complacency and into the secret place of prayer. Raise up watchmen on the wall, those who will stand in the gap, who will cry out day and night, who will not rest until Your will is done on earth as it is in heaven.

    Father, take every thought captive and make it obedient to Christ. Silence the lies of the enemy with the truth of Your Word. Forgive us for entertaining falsehoods, for allowing fear, pride, and compromise to take root in our hearts. Teach us, like Jesus, to stand firm and speak back to the devil, not with opinion, but with Scripture. For it is written, and what is written cannot be undone.

    Lord, help us to know the truth, not just read it or quote it, but to walk in it. For only the truth we live will set us free. Let the Church rise in boldness, not in pride but in power. Let us love deeply, pray fervently, and speak Your Word fearlessly.

    We are not fighting flesh and blood, but principalities and powers of darkness. Help us to see with spiritual eyes, to battle in the spirit, and to never forget that the victory is already ours through Christ Jesus.

    Have mercy on those who are still blinded, Father. Remove the veil. Open their eyes. Soften their hearts. Let the light of Your truth shine into every hidden place. And let revival begin, not just in our buildings, but in our homes, our cities, and our hearts.

    In Jesus’ mighty name,
    Amen.

  • When Night Is No More

    “No More Night” truly captures the heart-cry of every believer who longs for the eternal promise found in Revelation 21:4:

    “He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”

    Let’s take a moment to beautifully elaborate on this glorious day…

    Imagine a world where sorrow is swallowed up by joy, where every tear that has ever fallen is gently wiped away by the hand of God Himself. No more disease, no more death, no more mental torment or heartache. This is not a fairy tale, it is a forever truth for those whose hope is in Christ.

    This glorious day is when the King of Kings will dwell among His people. Heaven will not be a distant dream, it will come to earth, just as Jesus promised. The New Jerusalem, radiant like a bride, will descend, and God will make His dwelling place with man.

    On that day:

    No more night will mean no more fear, darkness, or evil. Christ Himself will be our everlasting Light (Revelation 21:23).

    No more pain speaks to every burden, every physical affliction, every broken memory, gone in an instant.

    No more crying again means the grief of lost loved ones, the weariness of long nights, and the silent tears we’ve cried in prayer will all be remembered no more.

    This is the hope that anchors our soul, not in this temporary world, but in the eternal one that is to come.

    As we sing songs like “No More Night,” we are prophetically declaring what is soon to be. We are reminding every heart within earshot that this life is not the end. A trumpet will sound, the sky will split, and our Soon Coming King will return for His Bride, clothed in righteousness, made ready by His grace.

  • My Tagline

    If humans had taglines, what would yours be?

    All about His Glory

  • The Idol of Busyness

    Rest In His Presence

    The Idols of Busyness

    These are some key points Pastor Brooke shared today that truly spoke to my heart. The message was on the idols of busyness, drawn from Luke 5:15–16, and it reminded me how easy it is to get caught up doing things for God instead of spending time in His presence.

    She shared how busyness can become an idol, not because we stop believing in God, but because we start adding things to Him. We start measuring our worth by how much we do, how productive we are, or how full our calendars look. But God didn’t call us to hustle for Him, He called us to rest with Him.

    When my husband transitioned, I didn’t know how to handle the silence that followed. So I filled the silence with service, singing in the choir, joining the Praise Team, ushering, doing community work, and caring for my mom. All of it felt like I was doing something good, even godly. But, in all honesty, I was running on empty. Deep down, I think I was afraid to slow down… afraid that if I did, I’d have to face my pain. So I stayed busy, thinking I was pleasing God, yet missing His presence in the process.

    That’s why this message hit home for me.

    Pastor Brooke reminded us that Jesus had a rhythm, a pace that included stepping away from the crowds to be with the Father. Luke 5:16 says, “Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed.” He wasn’t moved by demand, but by intimacy. His power flowed from presence, not productivity.

    We were created to live in sync with Heaven’s rhythm. But when we get out of step, when the noise gets too loud, and the weight gets too heavy, we need to return to the stillness. Return to the table. Return to Him.

    With the Holy Spirit’s help, I had to learn to slow down. To be still. To abide in Him. It hasn’t always been easy, but I’m learning that rest is not laziness, it’s obedience. And presence will always be more powerful than performance.

    Jesus is not calling us to busyness, He’s calling us to the table. To sit. To rest. To simply be with Him.

  • Living The Good Life

    What are the most important things needed to live a good life?

    If you ask me what it means to lead a good life, I won’t point you to riches, recognition, or even a life free from pain. I’ve learned through joy and heartbreak, through silence and worship, that the best life is one surrendered to the Holy Spirit.

    To live well is to walk with God daily, intentionally, even when I don’t understand everything. It’s in the quiet whisper of His presence where I find my strength, my direction, and my peace. A good life is a life of obedience, not perfection, but surrender.

    It means choosing love when it’s easier to turn away. It means forgiving when my heart still hurts. It means showing up, even when I feel unseen. I’ve walked through fire, but I’ve also felt the rain of His mercy. And through it all, I’ve discovered that the safest, richest, most fulfilling place to be is in the center of God’s will.

    I don’t live to please people anymore, I live to please the One who called me by name. My identity is in Christ, and that’s where my boldness comes from. That’s where I find the courage to keep going. To lead a good life is to keep saying “yes” to Him, even when the road is narrow, even when the cost is high, because I know the reward is eternal.

    So if you’re wondering how to live a good life, start there. In His presence. In His Word. And let the Holy Spirit lead you every step of the way.

  • Spending Time with God

    Who do you spend the most time with?


    If someone were to ask me who I spend the most time with, the answer would come easily, the Holy Spirit and my mother.

    As a caregiver to my mother, our days are laced with love, patience, and the kind of strength that only God can supply. We share laughter, memories, quiet moments, and most importantly, we share Holy Communion daily, a sacred reminder of the price Jesus paid and the victory we walk in. Caring for her isn’t a duty; it’s a blessing, one that has taught me grace on a whole new level.

    And then there’s the Holy Spirit, my constant Companion. I don’t just spend time with Him, I lean on Him. He is my Guide in the silence, my Strength when I feel weak, and my Wisdom when I don’t know what to say or do. I seek Him in the stillness and in the noise, and He meets me every time. Walking with Him has changed how I live, how I love, and how I serve.

    Though I may not always be physically surrounded by people, I am never alone. When time allows, I do enjoy precious moments with family, especially during special gatherings. And I cherish the spiritual family God has given me in ministry and mission.

    Each day is a gift, and I thank God for who I get to walk it with.

  • Power Over Politics

    A Call To Wake Up!

    In these perilous times, many in the body of Christ are trading spiritual discernment for positions of power and political gain. The Church is called to be the pillar and ground of truth (1 Timothy 3:15), not a place where worldly agendas are masked in religious garments.

    But the Word warns us:

    “For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine, but according to their own desires… they will turn their ears away from the truth, and be turned aside to fables.”
    — 2 Timothy 4:3–4 (NKJV)

    Instead of contending for the faith once delivered to the saints (Jude 1:3), some have grown comfortable in lukewarmness, idolizing leaders, titles, and traditions more than Christ Himself. Political alliances and power plays have replaced repentance, holiness, and the urgency of the hour.

    But let this be a call to the remnant, those whose hearts still burn for the truth.

    “Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil walks about like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.”
    — 1 Peter 5:8 (NKJV)

    You cannot afford to be spiritually asleep. Jesus is coming, and He’s not returning for a politically correct church, but a pure and watchful Bride.

    “Watch therefore, for you do not know what hour your Lord is coming.”
    — Matthew 24:42 (NKJV)

    🚨 What Should We Do?

    1. Return to Sound Doctrine
      Stand firm on the Word. Measure everything, not by popularity or politics, but by Scripture.
    2. Stay Spiritually Awake
      Refuse to be lulled by smooth talk and church politics. Let the Holy Spirit lead you into all truth (John 16:13).
    3. Guard Your Heart
      Power can corrupt. Keep your motives pure and your eyes on Jesus.
    4. Stand in Boldness
      Don’t bow to man-made systems. Be like the prophets of old who declared the truth no matter the cost.

    “Therefore, my beloved brethren, be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord…”
    — 1 Corinthians 15:58 (NKJV)

    🙏🏾 Prayer of Clarity and Courage

    Father,
    We repent for the times we’ve allowed pride, politics, or power to cloud our spiritual vision. Open our eyes again to Your truth. Cleanse Your house, Lord, and awaken Your people. Let every false agenda be exposed, and may Your remnant rise with holy boldness. Help us to be vigilant, standing on the wall, declaring Your soon return. We look not to man, but to You, our coming King.
    In Jesus’ name, amen.

  • God’s Justice For All!

    Compassion and Righteousness

    In a world filled with injustice, where corruption often silences truth and the cries of the poor echo unanswered in the streets, we are reminded that God is not blind, nor is He silent. The God of heaven is a God of justice, mercy, and truth. His heart burns with compassion for those who are overlooked, and He will not ignore the suffering of the downtrodden.

    “For the Lord is a God of justice; blessed are all those who wait for him.”
    — Isaiah 30:18

    God’s justice is not like man’s. Where human systems may fail and leaders may abuse power, God’s justice is perfect, pure, and impartial. He defends the poor, uplifts the broken, and holds the corrupt accountable.

    “He will defend the afflicted among the people and save the children of the needy; he will crush the oppressor.”
    — Psalm 72:4

    Confronting Corruption and Indifference

    Too many have grown cold-hearted in a world that idolizes self over service. Corruption festers where truth is buried, and injustice grows when love is absent. God’s Word speaks firmly about this:

    “Woe to those who make unjust laws, to those who issue oppressive decrees, to deprive the poor of their rights and withhold justice from the oppressed of my people…”
    — Isaiah 10:1-2

    When we see homelessness and suffering on the streets, our response should not be judgment or indifference, but compassion, fueled by the Spirit of Christ. Jesus Himself identified with the poor:

    “For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat… I was a stranger and you invited me in… whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.”
    — Matthew 25:35, 40

    The Church’s Mandate: Love in Action

    We, as His people, are called to reflect His justice and mercy. This means standing against corruption, not just in high places, but in the small choices of our daily lives, and choosing love over apathy.

    “Learn to do right; seek justice. Defend the oppressed. Take up the cause of the fatherless; plead the case of the widow.”
    — Isaiah 1:17

    The gospel is not only for the pulpit, it is for the pavement, where broken hearts lie, where addiction has robbed people of dignity, and where the homeless are not statistics, but souls loved by God.

    A Prayer for Justice and Compassion

    Lord, awaken our hearts to the cries of those in need. Forgive us for the times we’ve turned away from the suffering. Raise up people of justice who won’t bow to corruption, who won’t ignore the poor, and who will love as You love. Help us to not just pray for change but to be the change, through the power of the Holy Spirit. In Jesus’ name, amen.

  • My Journey of Overcoming Fear

    What fears have you overcome and how?

    For years, I found comfort in writing. Sharing devotionals, prayers, and testimonies came naturally behind a screen or on paper. But when it came to speaking out loud, standing in front of people, opening my mouth, and letting my voice carry, I would freeze. Fear had a grip on me, especially when it came to public speaking. When singing, however, I would close my eyes and sing to an audience of One.

    I used to write out everything, not just for clarity, but to protect myself from the fear of messing up. Speaking off the cuff? That felt terrifying. I felt safer teaching in smaller settings, like jail ministry, The Chrysalis Ministry for  women dealing with domestic violence, where my audience couldn’t see how nervous I was. But deep down, I knew God was calling me out of the shadows, not just to write or teach quietly, but to speak boldly and publicly.

    This fear ran deep, fear of judgment, fear of rejection, and fear of not being “enough.” Yet, the Holy Spirit wouldn’t let me settle. He kept nudging me, reminding me that my voice wasn’t mine, it was His tool. He didn’t ask me to be perfect; He asked me to be willing.

    I’ve also faced rejection in online ministry. After my husband went home to be with the Lord, God led me to speak through Facebook posts. At first, even typing out what He gave me came with hesitation. What if people misunderstood me? What if they criticized me? And some did. But obedience taught me to trust God with the outcome. That journey built my confidence and reminded me that my calling isn’t about popularity, it’s about purpose.

    Now, I’m intentionally stepping into verbal public speaking very slowly before I sing. Not just through written words, but with my actual voice, face-to-face, microphone in hand, heart wide open. I still feel the nerves. But I’m learning that courage isn’t the absence of fear, it’s saying yes in spite of it.

    Each time I speak, I feel God strengthening me. I’m no longer letting fear dictate my calling. I’m stepping out, trembling if I must, but trusting God will meet me there.

    If you’ve ever struggled with fear of public speaking or stepping fully into your voice, let this be an encouragement: you’re not alone, and you’re not disqualified. God prepares whom He calls, and He’s still preparing me, one brave word at a time.